Post by hopefulll on Jun 25, 2015 15:23:17 GMT
Assalam mu alaikam
I could really use some help here I'm at the end of my tether I am totally drained physically emotionally mentally and religiously to the point where it's now Ramadan and I've stopped praying altogether, feeling is there any point in anything anymore I may aswell just be a 'Muslim' who dosent pray dosent heed to the teachings of the Quran and just uses women just like everyone around me who do and live happy fulfilling lives all of my relatives and friends are married with children whom 90pct of the wives will be interested in knowing what their husbands are up to and me? I'm now 31 without a partner or a kid I need some faith in Allah again I'm not being rebellious I'm just full of pain who can't take it anymore I may aswell be just like all the other guys. Ive had a difficult past I've been abused physically many times as a child and accused of being a pedophile in my adult life which obviously were all lies but I still kept strong faith that everything will be ok however just recently my wife of 4 years who I loved with my entire being has left me, she is now in Pakistan I sent her there myself happily everything was fine we were fine, I bought her many things it was a normal holiday which she was going back home to her parents but now recently she said she's not coming back home and dosent want to be with me anymore so much so to the point where she's accused me of many things which are lies I asked her why do this did I ever mistreat you, did I hit you or be unfaithful and nothing I've tried speaking to her and whenever I have through text only she is always very angry and aggressive I wish any of these things were true then I'd know. Please brothers and sisters even through everything I am still hopeful that Allah will sort it all out and can any of you please guide me on any duas to make her be back to normal again I don't know what's happened to her, I may aswell pray during the month of Ramadan otherwise I feel I'm going to lose hope in life altogether.
I could really use some help here I'm at the end of my tether I am totally drained physically emotionally mentally and religiously to the point where it's now Ramadan and I've stopped praying altogether, feeling is there any point in anything anymore I may aswell just be a 'Muslim' who dosent pray dosent heed to the teachings of the Quran and just uses women just like everyone around me who do and live happy fulfilling lives all of my relatives and friends are married with children whom 90pct of the wives will be interested in knowing what their husbands are up to and me? I'm now 31 without a partner or a kid I need some faith in Allah again I'm not being rebellious I'm just full of pain who can't take it anymore I may aswell be just like all the other guys. Ive had a difficult past I've been abused physically many times as a child and accused of being a pedophile in my adult life which obviously were all lies but I still kept strong faith that everything will be ok however just recently my wife of 4 years who I loved with my entire being has left me, she is now in Pakistan I sent her there myself happily everything was fine we were fine, I bought her many things it was a normal holiday which she was going back home to her parents but now recently she said she's not coming back home and dosent want to be with me anymore so much so to the point where she's accused me of many things which are lies I asked her why do this did I ever mistreat you, did I hit you or be unfaithful and nothing I've tried speaking to her and whenever I have through text only she is always very angry and aggressive I wish any of these things were true then I'd know. Please brothers and sisters even through everything I am still hopeful that Allah will sort it all out and can any of you please guide me on any duas to make her be back to normal again I don't know what's happened to her, I may aswell pray during the month of Ramadan otherwise I feel I'm going to lose hope in life altogether.